honestly i was suppose to write about our monthsary todei but things went , how will i say it uhmm
i looked back at today and i realized somthing my day was mostly about
someone else...
ist about a ghost that never went away...
part of the past that i dont ever want to let go or fade away...
but i guess its time its finally time to move on and leave it that way...
because now im thinking what if i had fought for it, will things be the same?
i miss that person so much, coz for me SHE was the CLOSESt To PERFECTION
i told my friend today that i still like you and everything
i told my friend that i miss everything what we used to be despite everything
i miss you soo much the ghost that never went away...
since u left me i am stupid enough to even think of waiting and hoping
i am stupid really stupid coz it hurts so much that things didnt work out.
i really just wanna let this out coz i cant even tell you these things
coz were not anymore anything, ur not even my friend anymore.
yes we talk and jowk smtimes, but the distant and the promise that i thought u'd suffice
i thought u keep ur promises, i really thought wrong didnt i?
and i write this blog tears wont stop running down my cheeks
so hard to reveal all these but its been silently killing me inside
and if u have a chance to read this
know that i am happy for you coz uve found what uve been looking for
but u cant blame a gurl for hoping that u could have found it her whatever it was that u were looking for.
im already taken as u are now though u tend to not expose it.
i am happy where i am though u dont give a sh*t about me
hope we get back to the way things were even as a close friend of urs
i miss my place in ur world, coz i told you before u DAMN MATTER to ME and YOU KNOW IT!
u keep on manipulating me and hurting me in ways u dont know
its hard to accept the truth when its not me and you
really awkward to see you with ...
but i guess its whats meant to be
and really i am happy for you. dont mind these tears its nothing i promise you :'(
*casper*
the unfriendly ghost
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mhine im sorry about the post.you know the reasOn why i posted this.
it just reaally hurts
and u know who casper is and its not my EX ok?
its noone of my EX's
happyy OPYB mHINe!
iloveyou
IM URS
holdin on to you. MUAH.hugs tulog na kO:) MUAH
haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
--you said u'd tell me--
